Everyday now

Everyday that transpires is another desolate day in my eyes
Each day I grasp for something to hold onto
There is nothing tangible to grasp
Only the tantalizingly crisp cool night air
There is a longing residing inside me
A cure for the melancholy that embodied itself inside of me
The dismal feelings I possess do not disipate
The evening air although frigid is a comfort to me on this very night
I have a sensation there is an impending change in the air
Perhaps this change could make the bleak endings in my heart disappear forever
The night air engrosses me which oddly brings comfort
There is something concealed in the darkness
This quintessence holds me close and kisses my cheek softly
Nobody has ever done that before
Suddenly my bleak endings dissipate
A tingle spreads throughout my body
The chills suddenly do not feel so frigid any longer
I feel fervent air all over and ponder why
I gaze into the eyes of the beast lurking in the darnkness embracing me
Only lust lingers in its' eyes
That lust is now expanding inside the beast lurking over me
I embrace the cold and darkness now I long for eternal darkness
I realize the dark is now sinking in deeper with ultimate precision
Deep into my arteries inside my neck it seeps
A rush of pain and bitter cold swarms all over me
I am overwhelmed by the rush of adrenaline
My body goes limp in the darkness's arms
His arms catch me and hold my limb body
He finishes his meal and cradles me in his arms
I am being carried now into the streets behind me
Where is he taking me?
Deeper into the darkness we go
I wish to feel anything once again
I'm laying down now on something soft in the He says "drilingering darkness
He puts my lips to his wrist
And says "drink"
I feel thirstier than I ever have in my life
I drink greedily
Afterwards I feel full inside
My heart aches so much and my body convulses with the metamorphosis taking place
I can feel strength flourishing inside me
As if a match was struck inside of me
Once again I can feel
Only now it is different
I feel unimaginable strength and an understanding
A deep underlying connection to the earth I lay on
I can feel the pulse of the earth
Everything is so much more tangible
I close my eyes and breathe in deeply for the first time ever
My new body is my true form
My pain has been released by this darkness beside me
I have been sired
I look into the darkness and reach for him
I can feel his cold flesh only this time I do not recoil
I grasp him tightly
He understands
For once there is somebody who understands me
Everything will be fine now
I'm finally home.